
What are you looking for in a Church, and what do you see?
Perhaps it is a common struggle among spiritual progressive types to find themselves at odds with certain teachings of the faith tradition they call their own. When this happens, it can seem that the only tenable option is to leave the Church. But it is true that certain traditions get woven into the fabric of the soul in no small way, and simply leaving a Church is not always a viable option at all when it comes to holistically addressing one’s emotional and spiritual history, needs, and gifts for expression as they develop throughout one’s life.
People’s relationships to churches and Churches are intensely creative, personal, and not always what they seem. With devotion to some honest searching it may be possible to stay within a tradition that speaks your language even if you disagree with some of the pronouncements it makes.
Resources, energy, and luck permitting, it may even be possible to challenge the the church or tradition you love toward changing from within.
A friend forwarded me this recent installment in the New York Times Blog series “Happy Days: The Pursuit of What Matters in Troubled Times”: an essay by Michele Madigan Somerville called “Born Again in Brooklyn“. It beautifully describes Somerville’s emotional and political qualms regarding the Catholic Church, and the process by which she decided not to renounce it, but ended up returning in full force on her terms, as a feminist-progressive born-again radical Catholic. I say Hurrah!
Here’s an excerpt:
Roman Catholic, as it turned out, was the language my spirit already knew. Burning hyssop and frankincense, the stark and heart-charging splendor of Gregorian chant, Marian devotion; the iconography, the Latin Agnus Dei and Litany of the Saints, the Angelus bells, the rapture at the crux of Catholic worship have always held fierce sway with me.